I am completely over my head. Who do I think I am?
I’m sick of this fucking town, I’m disappointed in the people I know and I’m tired of convincing myself that’s everything’s okay.
You have no idea how hard it is to be so close to your future but yet so far away.
This waiting game is not fun. August hurry up.
Forget what they say, being this young is the worst. You think you’re so close to having it all, when in reality your still the same girl dependent on everyone for everything.
And now the waiting is the hardest part.
I don’t know what to think. Driving home tonight I felt like I was having an out of body experience, my hands and foot were doing the right thing but I couldn’t find my mind.
Maybe I just really need a vacation.
One of those songs you are just happy you woke up to on a Sunday morning.
(Source: davesnothere)
What does a girl have to do to find someone decent around here? All I want is love, cuddle time, and fun.
I know they say “never settle” or “the right one is out there” but honestly I’m tired of waiting for this prince charming.
And so another chapter is closed and done with, now all that’s ahead is more stress, hard work, and devotion but hopefully some smiles and memories too.
I have never felt more accomplished, or happy.
Here’s to a relaxed and worry free next three months: to summer!
I hate walking in the rain, now I’m shivering and tired, I predict a fever in the next few hours, also why the hell is it even raining in Miami? Isn’t this supposed to be the sunshine state? Walking in the rain is overrated.
Okay, back to studying..
Does it make me a coward that at times, I just want to run away? I can’t tell if I want to scream or if I’m just tired of the waiting, this “in-between” stage of my life is so frustrating. I think of how fast the past two years have gone and disappeared, and now with only two left.. I just want to start my life already.
But, I know I can’t get ahead of myself; there’s still so much to see, experience and most importantly- learn.
