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Oh, what a reality check.

You know what, yesterday I fell down a pair of stairs. Fell down to the ground screaming and got right back up with bloody knees and a pain that almost brought me to tears. (Okay yeah, I cried like a baby but in my own privacy!) Well, I decided the rational thing to do was to drive home which is 30 minutes away, with blood running down my leg; but all I wanted to do was cry to someone, to just have someone tell me to calm down and that it was going to be okay.

Well I realized one of the most painful realizations, that I’m alone. That’s what being on your own is like, dealing with even the most complicated problems by yourself. I always said I could do things on my own, I thought it would be easy, being independent, but it’s not.

Maybe we were meant to be in pairs.

Dear followers of tumblr,

Yes, I’m alive.

Amazing how your gone for a week, with no phone or Internet connection and you feel like you’ve completely disconnected from the world. Vacations are always fun but it’s nice to come back to reality, and in which my case is coming to class wearing a thick black coat because “NPR” informed you that it’s 60 degrees outside when in fact it’s only 78. So now I’m wearing a see through tank top with a bright blue bra that I know as I type this, the guy in front of me is staring.

Oh life, I’ve missed you.